Resolution 2013

=D, I think my resolution will be totally different from last year since last year my resolution is more like a wishlist to me.

I would like to set few goals for myself to achieved this year.

1. To be very thankful to whatever I have now. *DO IT EVERYDAY*

2. To be a step nearer to where I want to be in terms of career.

3. To be able to start a different type of business.

4. To read more books!

5. To improve my Japanese!

6. Go more outing activities.

7. To be more discipline.

8. Do more exercise!

9. Only healthy food allow for my stomach! *ahem* maybe sometimes a little bit of pizza?

10. Blog more about my life. Felt that is a waste that not writing down what fun things had happen to me and feel nostalgic when I recall back. =’(

11. To be more positive thinking!

12. Can make someone get inspire in life like I do now. =D

 

Last but not least, be my own self. the.plain.me. =)

 

Night. =)

Welcoming 2013

Is been awhile again.

During 2012, attending wedding dinner like madness.

 

Colleague’s wedding on the Thursday night. So rush after working. –.-“

Cousin’s wedding dinner. At SS2 Mall. ZOMG. 1 dish need to wait 30 minutes and is so pack!

Lame face for waiting too long. D=

Aside of wedding dinner, my grandpa celebrating is 80th Birthday Lunch at Tropicana Golf Club House.

We, the three so call organize for the birthday event. =D Is a very tired and very stress day. Lucky the Emcee and Chinese Orchestra went well! Phew.

Snake out during birthday lunch. So tired inside the hall. –.-

Other than just attending those event, I actually had a long chat with my besties – Carmen. =D

She always have this hair style. I think suit her attitude and so cool forever.

My sister attended the H&M grand opening at Lot10. I order her to help me take a picture with Cheeserland. =D

Then my sister asked me “who is she with the mickey mouse head” D= I was like “OMG, YOU DONT KNOW HER? NOT EVEN YOUR FRIEND? your friend should know her right? She is Malaysian FAMOUS FASHION BLOGGER LEH!

My sister goes “ooooooohhhhh, She dont know.” –____-

Here come my first picture of 2013!!! =D Happyyyyyyy.

I feel so grateful for 2012. As I really desperate and making my future path in 2012. And when come to the end of 2013, I had  a lot business opportunity to offer me. And I think my law of attraction is working better now. =D

So do I have wishlist for 2013 like last year? I would say yes as in a list of goal that I want to achieve instead of a shopping list. =)

Cya soon. Lots of love to you guys. =D <3

 

xoxo,

Hazel

The Game

I personally hate the game named “The Relationship”.

The reason:

1. Accept him/her everything include the bad habit or attitude.

(People always said “if you love him, you should able to accept how he is. Hello, People! We are not God, We DONT AND WONT ACCEPT THE BAD HABIT OR ATTITUDE OF others people. IF you think you are, then have you criticize or talk bad behind your classmate,coursemate, housemate or even friends when you don’t like them? So if yes, please don’t act holy in this realistic society. You have to make sure that couple is not a MUST to accept the bad habit of each other. Of cause, different people have different limit and point of view of the “bad habit’ or “attitude problem”, that is where we can choose what is the so call bad habit and attitude problem that we able to accept. So, the process here usually people will say to you “aiyo, why you so picky, choosy, high taste, high requirement wan?)

2. Tolerance

After accept the faith and fate of yourself that he/she is your Mr. or Ms. Right, in this section, what ever he do or she do you also will try to tolerate la. Right? Then also know la, people like to take this as granted and they will think that is the right to do this and that and you should accept them.

3. Point of view

I always believe that if a couple that always had different kind of view that both cannot accept by each other, will always argue among the small matter.

4. The Right One

how to define as the right one? you know you without him/her you cant live the rest of your life? that is so fucking bullshit that I personally think. Say a guy reach the age of 26 and meet this girl, and telling the girl without her, he cant live. The girl definitely will fall for the words. Hello, xiao mei mei, without you, he also live for 26 years already. We girls, don’t fall for such words la har. (If you think I am cold-hearted, please be it and tell me I am not worth to be in a relationship and let guys to pamper me, because I won’t care to explain to you, and even explain you also won’t understand)

5.  The One that Love More than The Other One

In a fight between a couple, and the first one who admit he/she is wrong. Then you will lose the game, and the future fight will never win and you will be the always lose. So the one who love more than another one, will be the loser for the game.

6. Breaking up

Okay, I am not saying that breaking up is relationship that have to go through. But, I personally thinks that, in this decades, who never breaks up in their relationship before la? If anyone who reading this and never breaks up please let me know. I really want to know how. The process of breaking up, is seriously the most headache part for me – personally. I been through few relationship also comes to the end. ok ok, you think i am play girl right? Just think whatever is feels right. I also got let people dump before la kay. The most happy one – both agreed to end the relationship. Another type – scolding you a slut a bitch a player and accept the fact that we never able back together. Intermediate type – after scolding you all the 4 letter words and foul language then beg for forgiveness for doing so and accept the fact that we broke up. The advance type – asking all the reason why we are breaking up and explain his/herself and scolding you for not understanding his/her situation, then beg for forgiveness and request to give chances to change and digging out all the history and compare to current telling you they are different from the pass and still not accepting that the VERY TRUE FACT - WE NEVER ABLE BACK TOGETHER.

Out of the 4 types, I think the most hard to settle is the advance type la.

7. The Fall In Love

The process of falling in love is not that hard. Is depends on you have the courage to fall for it or not. But the moment you fall for it, you probably will go through the 6 reason above or maybe 5 exclude the breaking up, you able to handle it?  Do you have enough courage to fall for it and handle it all. If all of above you been go through then you probably will starting from this again and go through all of above again and again and waiting for the Mr./ Ms. Right to appear and end the process.

1.0 Dear: Dairy

Is November 2012.

Time pass really fast.

Soon will be 2013.

But, November is not friendly to me.

The past, is not letting me go.

The current, is getting over.

Not under control.

I know.

I am not in the worse condition of my life.

Many people are more worse than me.

Just that, the point of my life now, is so not right.

At least to me.

Giving myself very uncomfortable feelings.

Everyday.

And yes.

I am making changes about it.

A truly sad Story

Amanda Todd. A girl that is such adorable, cute and strong killed herself because of being bullied. To whoever that not aware about Amanda, below is a video that she tells the world about her story.

R.I.P Amanda. =’(

From her Description:

I'm struggling to stay in this world, because everything just touches me so deeply. I'm not doing this for attention. I'm doing this to be an inspiration and to show that I can be strong. I did things to myself to make pain go away, because I'd rather hurt myself then someone else. Haters are haters but please don't hate, although im sure I'll get them. I hope I can show you guys that everyone has a story, and everyones future will be bright one day, you just gotta pull through. I'm still here aren't I ?

 

Haters Comment below:

There are much more hates comment, but been deleted.

Some people even said she did this because she want attention. Some even said that “Why Amanda being so famous since there are much more worse bully case out there which is more serious than her?” Oh My God, Please, already dead can’t enjoy the attention you speaking. If is because of wanted attention  and being hated, all the youtuber who makes video, and bloggers has to be hated, because without attention no point they making video and blog entry that has no one read. What others can be say? Like prostitute is deserve to get raped (If is this case, I felt sad for those girls who “act” in Adult video and get paid for, probably people will hate them and deserve to let guys fuck till die)? Rich people deserve to get robbed (since they so fucking rich)? Sometimes, something and some situation is not one can decide it is wrong or right even is the judge.

Seriously, I really don’t know why people like to bully? Will bullying another person make one stronger? more self confident? And those comment really makes me think that immature. People, don’t we make mistake in our life? Don’t we get forgiveness from people? Even in high school we get punished and we will get forgiveness from our teacher. A teenage making mistake is not a mistake. If people who do not make any mistake in their life, that is call a perfect person. Who can be a perfect person in this world? Who ever tell me is Jesus, or Guan Yin or any other religious’ God, I will tell you, “yeah, that’s why they are God, and we human being.” Even in a simple relationship people will always being told, no one is perfect. Her story is to tell people that stop bullying and is hurt and will not bring good to anyone, especially blackmailer. I pay full respect to Amanda that she shared her story to the world.

 

This is her dad telling people how strong is her daughter.

 

Link for the news.

 

I know the feeling that being blackmailed. Being stalked. Like “how the hell with this guy know my phone number and address and family and etc.” Even worse is when your parent are not trusting you and they trusted the blackmailer.

So, Why I start to write this entry right? yeah, because I wanted to had attention so that people will read my blog and share everything I feel like sharing. So, hate me. Because I know you are jealous of me. And probably are scolding that I used Amanda to get attention for my blog.

Lol. I think I will get haters from this entry. HAHAHAHHA

xoxo

Current Obsession Sept – Oct 2012

Hey Peep! How many you guys notice that I had changed my blog title? *Thumbs up* for those who notice that. =D

Just myself with my current look. Say Hi to you guys. For those who too long never see me. =D Don’t forget my look.

ok ok. Let’s start my current favourite of the month of September and October.

*jiang Jiang~!!* Is the Lego Friends’ series!

After all, I think my childhood not that bad la. Whenever I see lego it reminds be about my childhood time.

And CAN YOU GUYS SEE THAT HOW CHIO is the lego now a days? ! Horses, cat, fish, crab, puppy. Omg. Seriously is so awesome right?

I think this character is Olivia.

This is Andrea on the stage! look at the piano!

New toy~ pool and cupcake stall!

Farm house? So cute right? !

Designer room! ok. enough for toy.

 

This green tea is 1 of my favourite of all time. It smells like brown rice but taste like green tea. =D Cool right?

Money’s new fur cut! So cute!! He look smaller and look so pity. aAAaaoOwww~

 

Okay, enough for those randomness I guess. Time for beauty product.

Bioderma is a product that help lazy people like me to remove make up. =D This is better than the previous Japan product I used before.

This product is not available at Malaysia, I brought this product through online. If anyone interested let me know because is quite pricy, but I think is worth for the price because is 500ml and can use quite long.

But unfortunately, when I had this product to ship over Malaysia, the cap of the bottle is broken/crack.

Is actually left not much and I everyday using it, but still I able to use quite sometimes already. I probably will give a more detail review about this product.

By the way, recently I don’t know why falling in love with Korean cosmetic brand, skin care and kdrama (this is also all time favourite). =D

The next item will be the Etude House Nymph Primer Booster!!!

Before I purchase this, I am actually using Anna Sui’s primer as my make up base. But the texture is quite hard to blend in to skin and it takes time. I bought it because I like the smells of it. *Randomness*

It will give you instant whitening effect and SPF 35++. And I was actually looking for another better primer for the day time and I come across the Etude House Nymph series.

I had been eye on this series quite sometimes already, and I always thought that is not worth for the price for a Korea cosmetic brand. And you know what, I think I am wrong all the time. This primer is actually more liquidity texture, easy to blend into the skin and the most important is, it helps cover my pores!!!!! And it contains SPF 25+ or maybe ++.

Next!

My everyday on the go blush by Laura Mercier – Wild Bouquet. Very natural, no shimmer, not to coral and not to pinkish.

Another randomness of it. My favourite Anime !!

Conan – Kun!!! A detective never grow after so many years. lol

Bleach!! This I want to emphasize that I am crazily obsess with. lol

Time to off now. Bye peep!

xoxo,

Hazel ~

I am a fan for D

The D I was talking about is the Initial D Anime. Whoever don’t know me – I am Anime freak. =D

Initial D stage 5 will be on air November 9th, 2012. Can’t wait to watch it!!!!

 

 

What will happen to taufu car? >.< so excited!!! Hope it will be more excited and interesting race in stage 5.

xoxo.